April 3, 2006. Monday.

The snow was melted away and muddy pathway appeared.

Lunatic romance.
November, 12. 2005

I managed to go to office with heavy body and headache. I couldn't eat breakfast all because of heavy stomach. And it was hard to eat 2 rice ball for lunch. It was difficult to drink a cup of hot coffee too.

DB2 server which we use for test was dead last week. So I could do my work in a limited area. And there were many bug. My work is delaying everyday. I left my office at 7 P.M. I became worth when I was standing in the train. And then, I had one mail exchange. It made me feel better and I managed to be able to input the names who partisipate to the 10th badminton tournament we have on April 16. It's pleasure that the number of partisipants reached to 152! But it was awful that my mail account's SMTP server was dead. And then, at midnight POP server was dead too.

I love you so much, my heart is painful.

I wanna be with you at the end of my life.

You don't know my cruel loneliness yet,

because I'm good at evading my true heart.

You'll never know my true heart.

-- KAN. "Kimi ga Suki Mune ga Itai. (My love for you brings pain to my heart.)" Original words are written in Japanese.

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