March 24, 2006. Friday.

I'm not a social enough to behave as a good businessman.

Italian house.
January, 14. 2006

I had a welcome party as after work. As a matter of fact, I'm not so social person and I dislike to talk to someone I have never seen or I don't know their thinking style well. Another newcomer to our office walked around to greet but I didn't. In America or other western country, it may be considered as childish to be shy. In Japan, shy people are not so unusual, though it leads no benefit. I often become shy especially when I'm tired. It's a kind of sabotage. I easily throw aside care for others.

Before I went to bed, I played a game 'FFXII' a few hours. The graphics, sounds, and story is pretty good, but it is very difficult to control player when they are in a small room and so on, because the view point is changed automatically when player is close to walls.

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