May 25, 2006. Thursday.

Help! But I don't need somebody.

I didn't catch it
though there's a rope.
May 20, 2006.

In the morning, I checked some modules and fixed them for the test on real server in this evening. And then I had a little time. Afther the lunch, I had a meeting about the next project. It was not hard day.

At 6 pm, I received a phone call from my company's branch manager and we met at a cafe bar in a hotel. He told about many things but his purpose to meet me might be checking my mental condition. I often say "I was tired" or "I'm very sleepy" but I never say "Please help me" when someone ask me "May I help you". So I answerd "I'm fine" to the manager.

And then, I'm writing this diary on the train to home. I wonder what to do tonight. I wanna do a creative thing, to become a man who needs no help truly.

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